My Edited Heart

The title of this has absolutely nothing to do with any kind of relationship, it's just a really good line in a song that I've been listening to.

Tonight was a rough night at work. It really was. I got yelled at by a customer because one of my cowokers gave his cookies to the wrong customer. The coworker then proceeded to yell at me because I tried to help her with something. *Sigh*. I really don't understand why people are the way they are. I just can't understand it. I really do get the fact that someone's having a bad day, or that they're embarrased. But why is that *my* fault all of a sudden? Oh well. It's over, and that's all there is to it.

On the plus side, I. CAN'T. Stop. Listening. To. All. Caps. :) They're definintely my favorite band at the moment. "Can't" by them is possibly one of the best song I've heard. Ever. It's so good! (Original words by Alan Lastufka, and original music by Tom Milsom. However, I like their remix better. Sorry!) Going along with all my nerdy stuff, I've listened to the vlog "Gay is NOT and INSULT" by the vlogbrothers at least twenty times in the last two days. It's so funny. I highly reccomend going and having a listen.

Well, my last semester of high school starts tomorrow. I can't tell whether I'm happy or sad about this. I think it's both. I can't wait to be at my college, and try something new, but I'm also extremely sad about what I'll be leaving behind when I do.
That's all, loves.

Yours,
Kayla

"I can't see clearly through love-tinted eyes."-- ALL CAPS: Can't

Two-Way Street?

Hey!It has been forever since I've blogged. I've been caught up with the senior project, and the fact that I got a job. Did I mention that I really don't like my job? Because I don't. My mangers are *awful*. [Edit: Circumstances have changed, everything's cool.] Anyway, moving on.

I've been spending a lot of time reading, and watching Vlogbrothers videos. And Luke Conard's "Hey Kristina" video. From this, I've realized just how much I love being a nerd. I just realized that being a nerd is one of the most liberating things ever. In the words of John Green: "Nerds like us are allowed to be unironically enthusiastic about stuff." I love being able to be *excited* about stuff. If you notice most people, they say things like, "Oh, that's cool. I guess." Me? I'm say things such as, "OHHOLYCRAP! That is the coolest thing I've ever seen. EVER." I really don't know what the point of the blog is, except to say that I love being a nerd.

Also, I've been having drama with my Calculus class. (If you care, read on.) We were supposed to have a teacher-made exam. We have review packet that basically was our exam, and then she was going to go over the packet with us. However, some .... wanker decided to complain to our county office, and so now instead of having a relatively easy exam (if Calculus can be easy), we have half of an AP BC exam. I hate whomever did that. I really do.

I just found out that Darren Criss has a cover of "I'll Make A Man Out Of You" from Mulan. I think I'm going to marry him one day. <3 He's awesome.

Yours, always,
Kayla

"If all else perished and he remained; I should still continue to be; and if all else remained and he were annihilated, the universe would turn to a mighty stranger: I should not seem to be a part of it." Emily Bronte: Wuthering Heights